laura teragak2 nak buka blog ni..sbb dah lama x update..kerja yg agak padat jadualnya sampai tertido mase driving (jgn takot, tertido mase tunggu trafik, nasib baik kereta x hon)..then i know i need more sleep than ever!
sekarang tergerak hati nak berblogging ni...tapi x sekerap mcm dulu...sbb opis ban blog dan fb!!! Ya ampun..bosan giler x dpt tgk news psl stacy dan stacy frenz.
Dlm budaya tahun baru cina, org2 cina paling pantang nangis mase tahun baru terutamanya hari pertama. Maksudnya, when you start a new beginning in any period of your life particularly during new year, you wouldnt want to be unhappy. You would want to be happy, energetic and positive to face the year ahead. Tapi, apakah daya lola kerna terpaksa nangis juga ari ni atas sebab2 peribadi. Again, I keluar dari rumah dan 'lari' ke rumah kedua lola, starbucks. Cabaran hidup. Try to be positive, but some challenges in your life sometimes makes feel so tough. Sigh. Untk menenangkan jiwa lola, lola beli tumbler Starbucks yg lola dah lama idamkan. Lola mmg gilerka barangan2 dari Starbucks. Picture? Akan upload bila balik rumah nanti.Next year, lola x nak nangis lagi.
Read more...Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus]
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
[Chorus x2]
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that i'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that i'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
Nak sambung part II pasal kerja...tapi lola terlalu penat. Penat dari kerja, dan something happen semalam.
Lola hilang dompet mase kat exhibition. Semua beg kat dalam stor booth tapi malangnye beg lola yg jadi sasaran. Semlm dah cemas, tapi lola memaksa diri supaya bertenang kerana mungkin lola tercicir kat stor room. Lepas cari semua tempat, dah sah dompet lola hilang. Buat repot kat KLCC security dept, lepas kerja pergi ke Balai Polis Dang Wangi wat repot polis.
Balik rumah, kena marah ngan husband lola. lola x tahan dgn letehannya, skrg lola dah keluar dari rumah and cari tempat lain bermlm. When I walk out I really walk out. Husband lola call byk kali dan mintak lola balik. But what is enough, is enough. Dah la penat, kena letehan yg berbisa. menyakitkan hati.
Siapa yg x sakit hati bila dompet hilang? Siapa yg x cemas? Cuma kekadang kita kena bersabar dan bertenang supaya dpt menyelesaikan sesuatu masalah ...lola dah syukur kerana hp masih ada, kamera masih ada, kunci kereta masih ada, atm kad dan credit kad lola x bawa...so, masalah dah kecik. Yg hilang hanya duit, ic dan lesen kereta. mesti kah benda cam ni kena diperbesarkan?
These few days, lola asyik kena marah ngan hubby. I tahan je. What inside my heart and head only myself know. I dah malas nak respon. kalo dah x respon tu....entah la...byk kali lola fikir nak option yg lain. dah mcm tawar hati...kalo dah nak mula tawar hati, hati lola akan membatu...
Kekadang I rase nak give up. Betul2 give up for good. Walk out and never return. Entah2 la...kepenatan mental dan fizikal dan cabarannya semakin mendesak lola buat sesuatu keputusan. Kalo berlarutan..I have to make a choice.
Read more...P2009 Chinese Horoscope for people born in Snake years: 1905, 1917, 1929, 1941, 1953, 1965, 1977, , 2001, 1989
Snake people had a fair luck in 2008, year of Rat. In the year of Cow 2009, they will have a better luck than 2008, this is because the Cow and Snake have attraction relationship. There are Lucky Stars coming to Snake people, their career performance will have significant progress. Also Snake people's money luck is much better than most of people. However, some Unlucky Stars gathers in Love and Health area. Love relationship won't have a good development. Snake people need to watch for their health in 2009. Although Snake people have many opportunities, but they have to understand their limit to determine when making a aggressive move to increase the chance of success.First of all, I nak terima kasih byk2 kepada eleza kerana beri award ni. Mmg terharu. Walaupun baru jumpa 3 kali, kalian telah jadi mesra ngan lola dan rakan2 stacy frenz. I hope we all stay frenz x kira ape yg terjadi. Kita dah jadi rakan seperjuangan untuk artis2 AF dan saling bersaing sihat antara fc. Peace, No War. FC sememangnya satu tempat medan untuk bersuaimuka dan saling kenal-mengenali. Kalo ada rezeki dan ditakdir Tuhan, kita mungkin dapat makan nasi minyak antara kekawan yg berkaple. Harap2 begitu la kan, eleza? :P
Untuk award ni...I nak tujukan kepada....
Boring Betul!3 hari 3 mlm x leh masuk blog ngan cr (<---walaupon skodeng)...mmg menyiksa tau. Betul2 x thn ngan broadband ni. Huhuhu...actually ia x byk bg prob. Tapi kalo betul2 prob tu mmg test kesabaran. kat opis, lola jrg masuk cr kecuali urgent. Cuma buka blog tu je. Tapi....itu pon tak de mase nak tgk blog atau sembang kat cr. Sbb dah jadi satu kebiasaan buka blog stacyfrenz..dan jadi kemestian...first thing in the morning, blog akan terpampang kat laptop lola.
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Hari ni entah kenapa jariku x mematuh arahan...klik punya klik tersalah klik...template blog lola abis lenyap...then try nak wat template baru...byknye error!!!!!!! Adess... I was sweating like mad...sbb template asyik masuk error je....kat starbucks mase tu...lola tahan kencing sbb nak solve prob ni...
Last2 x thn..gi toilet...tolak pintu ade satu mamat ni lupa kunci pintu!!!! lola terkejut, dia pun terkejut! Ayo uncle...please lock the door la if you are making a loo!!! Naseb baik dia membelakangi lola...bukan stand straight depan2 bowl tu..kalo x....haram betul! I pon tak nak tgk spider at the side....
Happy New Year 2009! Wish all my friends best wishes and may dreams come true! Tapi kena wat planning betul2, baru dapat apa yg dihajatkan. Hiks~
Smlm lola celebrate ngan hubby di sebuah bar di PJ. Bar tu mmg favourite tempat hang out lola. Dah 6 thn lola pergi bar ni sbb lola suke tgk live band. Tapi bar ni lain sikit. Lagu2 yg berkumandang 70an, 80an dan 90an. lagu2 milinium dan salsa pon ada. Yang peliknye, bukan org tua2 yg masuk bar ni tau. Ramai org muda pulak. Lagu2 lama durang leh nyanyi dan enjoy. Lagu2 sebegini yg lola akan start nari2. Entah mengapa. lagu milinium I tgk mood dan keadaan. Yang bestnye, boleh pakai casual! Pakai short, selipar jepun pon ok! Hiks~ Maksud lola pakai biase2 pon boleh...x yah vogue sgt...sbb konsep santai...Anyway, sempat lola ambik gambar tapi muke penat sbb baru lepas kerja.
Lola nak pitam bila tgk jadual kerja tadi. Adddoooii....Mulai bulan Jan, there will be full swing exhibition dan visitation. Nak exaggerate sikit, jelajah seluruh negara minus sabah dan sarawak.
Jan - Exhbition, Fair
Feb - Fair, Penang
March - Fair, Penang, Selangor
April - Fair, Selangor
May - Fair, Selangor
June, KL, Selangor
July - Johor
Kat Selangor tu bukan dekat. Leh jelajah sejauh Banting tau! Mase tu tgk la kalo ada peluang jumpa Gbek. Hiks!
Ada satu bulan, tiap2 hari keluar dan visit. Takde kat opis. Adess. mmg best keluar mansau2 tapi penat. Dan mase kat Johor pulak tu, one of the days is my bday. Sure my hubby miss me kauw2.
Tambahan lagi, I dah tgk group target. I dah pon mula pening pitam. What to do..is a new direction from the management. nak x nak, kena achieve jugak. Ada beberapa orang kat opis dah mula dengki sbb kita agak "advance" dalam kerja. Lola under this new team. Tau la muka lola cina bukan cina, melayu bukan melayu...ya la ni muka mix la..bukan salah Lola, jadi durang nak salahkan mak bapak Lola?...adess..tu pon nak dengki... mcm2 ragam rupa manusia. Nanti la Lola cerita kan. Ada cerita yg agak kelakar.
Apa2 pon...I think is new begining of my career life. Since I graduated, this is the first time I feel that I am working and having a career. Partly I think I dapat tuah dari Stacy Frenz. Kipas2....hiks...tapi benar...I realise where my strengths and weaknesses lies selepas join Stacy Frenz and that woke me up and I tell myself not giving up on my dreams. Coz it might come true!
Apa2 pon, I will make my time for Stacy Frenz. Hmmm....mungkin yg big2 event je I leh join. Melaka trip pon I cannot confirm sbb ade visit tgh bulan onwards. And I hope everybody can now understand why I mintak cypan jadi protege/pembantu Lola...ni la sbb utamanya.Kalo Lola x leh join meeting, cypan kena ada dan dpt move some works dan x perlu tunggu lola uruskan. Fraid not, I will still jadi salah satu tulang belakang fan club ni until protege2 kita boleh jadi independent dan stacy frenz lebih systematic. Matila...skema betul Lola ni...kekekeke...
But I am going to miss you all in a lot of fun activities. Apo2 pon teruskan sokongan anda kat Stacy, she has a big big talent. Trust me...jarang sekali Lola tersalah pandang talent...including some of you yang kat stacy frenz...mmg big talent..Who and what? I will not tell...kekeke...tapi masing2 ade kekuatan dan kelemahan sendiri, that's why you are where you are in the position now tapi ade yg boleh pintas kalo di rub..batu boleh jadi diamond...Anyway, byk lola mencarut ni...dengan sokongan padu dari peminat2 dia, Stacy will go very far. And you will be very proud of her and yourself too. But x3....Team work must come first, x kira ni org ada perangai cam ni cam tu...teamwork is the priority...then learn from the best and have fun!!!!
Adddoi.....ABPBH08 dah mula...Mula2 Lola agak tamak...nak beli 10 copy borang dan 10 set..tapi kira punya kira....bujet out...huhuhuhu...terpaksa scale down to 2 copy..kalo beli terlalu byk, nanti hubby bising. So, ni je lola mampu.
Nyway, pilihan Lola untuk Borang Satu...takde undi rahsia bagi lola:
01. Pengacara Lelaki TV Wanita Popular...pastinya Pak Nil...yg lain i tgk dulu...belum buat keputusan
02. Pengacara TV Wanita Popular...My favourite...Cheryl Samad
Skrg pon I kena belanja untuk Muzik2 dan C30 tuk single ke-2 terbaru, Stacy, Gagap. Sebagai salah satu AJK, kena jalan tanggungjawab sebegini. Kalo x, tak yah la duduk kat committee ni. Nanti sendiri yg tanggung malu kalo org find out. Habis bocor rahsia, malu sendiri. Kekeke....Apa2 pon mmg hepi Stacy masuk Final AJL. Sampai hubby i pon rase lola ni x btul. Selepas bangun tido, sebelum tido dan mase berdepan ngan laptop, lagu dan youtube Stacy je asyik tu diputarkan. Kekeke....Sampai hubby cakap nak bawa Lola g klinik check otak lola masih betul atau tidak. lantak la! My life, my favourite and my way!
Lola bangun dari tido tadi pagi dan rase agak terganggu. Mimpi yg agak mengejutkan. Dlm mimpi, lola di reject oleh kekawan Stacy Frenz. Huhuhuhu....Entah la..rase amat terganggu dan tak sedap hati skrg...
Smlm X'Mas Party @ Rumah Kos mmg best giler. Seperti biase, sesiapa tertangkap gambarnya kat kamera lola mmg mangsa candid. Sbb tu la kerja lola yg selalunya pendiam. Wekeke...observant katanye...nah! Siapa2 kat party tu tau ape korang buat ye...
Smlm lola baru dpt last pay cheque dari ex-company yg dah duw for nearly a month. Geram btul! Both my hubby and I were having a difficult time because of that. Anyway, x pe la. Janji dpt gaji tu. Psl tu la, my hubby was so happy dia bawa lola gi xmas shopping di klcc.
Lepas makan mlm, he thot nak bawa lola gi foot massage. Tapi kereta wat hal. Addoi...bateri kelisa dah kong dan byk bunyi. No choice, kita kena keluar dari tempat tu...bukit bintang. Tapi kita pulak stuck kat jam selama 2 jam!!!! Just to make one round dan keluar daripada area tu. Sempat dgr radio, C30....Stacy naib juara! adess...lola ketawa terbahak2...sbb fans stacy mmg crazy. Smlm sebelum tu no.18 dan no.24. Sedey giler. kalom camtu la cartanya, nak masuk to 20 susah la wei. So, lola mintak cc tlg wat promo and mintak sowang lagi tlg cc. CC is a good cheerleader. Suke btul2 dia. Nak kompunan nak jumpa cc ni.
Nyway, ni sekitar butkit bintang mase tgh jam tu. Most of them bebedudak cina yg main sembur2 foam daan siap tunggu by thr roadside sembur kereta...Pic yg last...X'mas gift dari hubby..hiks
Semakin hari semakin tambah kerja lola. Semakin runsing lola dan berbelah bagi. Walau bagaimana pun, lola syukur masih boleh dpt kerja time2 crisis ekonomi ni. Lebih2 lagi, industri yg lola join mmg i suke sgt2. Mungkin sbb tu la, lola berkerja keras. People said, " First Impression only comes once", x de kedua.
Ari ni ada meeting pulak. Deputy CEO aka Big Boss, telah terang benderang bagitau, tahun depan, iaitu 2009 merupakan tahun amat bermakna sbb company akan expand. Maksudnye, jika di kalangan kita (staff) berkerja keras dan perform, gerenti promote. Mase tu la lola berbelah bagi. Rase excited ada, rase sayu sbb mungkin lola kena kurangkan aktiviti bersama stacy frenz.
Lola mmg sygkan stacyfrenz. Walaupun lola kekadang agak diam atau strict, dlm hati mmg sayang sgt semua org. Geli hati apabila melihat gelagat korang. Mungkin dissbkan lola ni anak yg pertama kat famili, cara ckp lola pon agak straight forward. Agak sisterly like.
Ni way, Stacy pon semakin hari semakin femes. lagu Gagap berkumandang kat radio dan lebih kerap daripada Aku Stacy sbb lagu tu mmg malatop! Kan...hehehehe...Lola dpt rasekan DJ2 Era suke akan lagu tu. Plus lagu Gagap mmg mesra telinga dan senang hafal walaupon dgr sekali je. Maknenye, Best la!
Entahla ape lola ckp ni. Just nak ckp sesuatu...tapi tersekat2 pulak...Happy and sad...
Ni way, than wannz kerana awardkan blog lola yg x seberapa ni....td byk2
Lola dah miss dua aktiviti yg best ngan stacy frenz ni. Huhuhu...jgn la wat last min plan....org tua ni x leh keep up...huhuhuhu...nak nanges tau x leh ikut...
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