Dompet Hilang!

Nak sambung part II pasal kerja...tapi lola terlalu penat. Penat dari kerja, dan something happen semalam.

Lola hilang dompet mase kat exhibition. Semua beg kat dalam stor booth tapi malangnye beg lola yg jadi sasaran. Semlm dah cemas, tapi lola memaksa diri supaya bertenang kerana mungkin lola tercicir kat stor room. Lepas cari semua tempat, dah sah dompet lola hilang. Buat repot kat KLCC security dept, lepas kerja pergi ke Balai Polis Dang Wangi wat repot polis.

Balik rumah, kena marah ngan husband lola. lola x tahan dgn letehannya, skrg lola dah keluar dari rumah and cari tempat lain bermlm. When I walk out I really walk out. Husband lola call byk kali dan mintak lola balik. But what is enough, is enough. Dah la penat, kena letehan yg berbisa. menyakitkan hati.

Siapa yg x sakit hati bila dompet hilang? Siapa yg x cemas? Cuma kekadang kita kena bersabar dan bertenang supaya dpt menyelesaikan sesuatu masalah ...lola dah syukur kerana hp masih ada, kamera masih ada, kunci kereta masih ada, atm kad dan credit kad lola x bawa...so, masalah dah kecik. Yg hilang hanya duit, ic dan lesen kereta. mesti kah benda cam ni kena diperbesarkan?

These few days, lola asyik kena marah ngan hubby. I tahan je. What inside my heart and head only myself know. I dah malas nak respon. kalo dah x respon tu....entah la...byk kali lola fikir nak option yg lain. dah mcm tawar hati...kalo dah nak mula tawar hati, hati lola akan membatu...

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Luahan Hati

Semakin hari semakin tambah kerja lola. Semakin runsing lola dan berbelah bagi. Walau bagaimana pun, lola syukur masih boleh dpt kerja time2 crisis ekonomi ni. Lebih2 lagi, industri yg lola join mmg i suke sgt2. Mungkin sbb tu la, lola berkerja keras. People said, " First Impression only comes once", x de kedua.

Ari ni ada meeting pulak. Deputy CEO aka Big Boss, telah terang benderang bagitau, tahun depan, iaitu 2009 merupakan tahun amat bermakna sbb company akan expand. Maksudnye, jika di kalangan kita (staff) berkerja keras dan perform, gerenti promote. Mase tu la lola berbelah bagi. Rase excited ada, rase sayu sbb mungkin lola kena kurangkan aktiviti bersama stacy frenz.

Lola mmg sygkan stacyfrenz. Walaupun lola kekadang agak diam atau strict, dlm hati mmg sayang sgt semua org. Geli hati apabila melihat gelagat korang. Mungkin dissbkan lola ni anak yg pertama kat famili, cara ckp lola pon agak straight forward. Agak sisterly like.

Ni way, Stacy pon semakin hari semakin femes. lagu Gagap berkumandang kat radio dan lebih kerap daripada Aku Stacy sbb lagu tu mmg malatop! Kan...hehehehe...Lola dpt rasekan DJ2 Era suke akan lagu tu. Plus lagu Gagap mmg mesra telinga dan senang hafal walaupon dgr sekali je. Maknenye, Best la!

Entahla ape lola ckp ni. Just nak ckp sesuatu...tapi tersekat2 pulak...Happy and sad...

Ni way, than wannz kerana awardkan blog lola yg x seberapa ni....td byk2

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Sentap

Lola dah miss dua aktiviti yg best ngan stacy frenz ni. Huhuhu...jgn la wat last min plan....org tua ni x leh keep up...huhuhuhu...nak nanges tau x leh ikut...

Dulu boleh ikut saje...skrg agak susah....1) kerja yg berat menggila ni..2) tak cukup tido...lola terpaksa bangun seawal kup 6 pagi, gerak dari umah kul 630pagi..sbb kena beat the jam kat jln kuching, masuk jln duta, then masuk pj ss 13 then baru masuk tempat keje kat pj new town...addooi...x jauh...tapi jam yg leh wat naik angin...3) sampai umah otak dah jam sgt...3 ari tdo kul 12 tak menjadi..by ari khamis, lola dah x larat...so, kalo korang wat event yg adhoc..sah lola x leh join...

Sentap tau!

Sentap 2x...satu minggu korang x yah tgk muke lola..bye..out..malas

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Mencari Ketenangan Jiwa

 Kalo lola masih kat kk, mesti pegi beach jalan2 dan duduk tengok sunset kat tanjung aru beach ni

This week, lola mencari ketenangan jiwa. Dah lama lola tak stop and think what I really want in life.

Bukan tak pernah memikirnya. Cuma dalam masa tu, selalunya pemikiran kusut sangat. Selalu kalo lola stop and think, otak in total blank. Mcm no direction. So, finally good news comes my way. I am able to think clearer.

Susahkan jadi manusia? that's life. God gives you your life and you just need to path your destiny.

Entah ape lola merepek ni. Maybe I am talking to myself or talking myself out from all the messiness of my thought. Anyway, c u in next blog.

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Fist of Fury

Smlm kan lora kat exhibition. Ni..jumpa satu chinaman...betul2 geram dengan org cam ni tau.

As usual la, kalo exhibition mesti la jaga booth. Dah la sejuk giler hall itu. Tetiba satu chinaman dtg ke meja lora, dan tanya ngan slang cina dia, " Where is this booth no. xxxx." Dengan sopan lora jwb, " Sori, I dun know where it is located." Ko tau ape dia jawab, "Wah, so bad ah!" perli dia. Angin dah naik kat kepala otak lora, senyum, "I'm sorry, I really dun know the place, maybe you can as the organizer office."

He gave me one funny look. Bodoh betul! Hello! Tak tgk nama booth ke? Kita pun exhibitor la. Kat luar exhibition hall. Mana la aku tahu! Nak cari reception bukan kat tempat sini. Situ la, Bongok! Tu la, lora rase nakk memekik kat dia.

Kalo nak tanya, tanya la baik2 tak perlu perli. Betul2 fuming smlm, rase nak bagi penumbuk  je kat muke dia. Dah la lora tension smlm. Byk benda kat otak lora yg tak dpt solve on the spot.

Nah, rase la ko di alam siber. Dus Dus!

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Do or Do Not

When I love something or someone, I will pour my heart and soul. No matter what is the shape or sizes of that thing or how colourful is the personality, be it odd and straight, I see only I thing: LOVE in you or that THING.

That' show how loyal and truthful I can be.

But I couldn't accept continues or similiar problems within the same period time. I will feel sickening and will move away from whatever negative energy. This kind of commotion will make me sad and sick.

It is not because I want everything to be perfect in sight. I can accept imperfection. But continues of commotion just make me sick. That I will definitely let go of that person or something.

It happened before. She bites me back when I was being kind and helpful to her. Being there for her, tons of advise and being very patient with her tantrum. I just put a stop on that friendship.Three long years I have been suffering from her lousy attitude. And now, don't expect me to be the same person as before. Once bitten twice shy. I can't stand immature people. For God shake she was 34 when I walked out of her and permanently slamp her face behind my door. No more door opening for her or to anyone betrays my trust and kindness.

Yup. There is no such thing "in between" for me.

Moral of the story: Be thankful when someone is kind to you and accept of who you are. These people are rare in species. And do not take advantage of their kindness.One, twice, they will out on you.

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Yippeeee...I'm going Home!

Sweating palms...waited patiently. A file was pulled up and ticked..it was been filed. Yippeeee....my lady boss approved my leave! Yes, that's the way to know if our leaves (myself and another colleague) were approved. If not my lady boss will not file and leave the leave form on her tray.

So, I called back home and informed my mom the good news. I will be leaving home tentatively on 16 Aug. And I probably linger in KK until 23 Aug, which mean approximately 1 week! I miss home so much!

However, the funny thing is I cant stay more than 10 days...or I will get very, very bored. More than 12 years in KL, I think I just finally got use to the fast pace lifestyle of KL. Imagine that on Monday when I got home just to get ready for cooking which finally cancelled by my husband, I was just sitting in the living hall began from 6.30pm until 11pm I felt tired just being relax and starring at TV!

Anyway, KK is a fun place to be relax. I just can't wait to go home jalan-jalan and cari makan. Then meet up  with Stacy Frenz committee of KK and of course attending the Charity Consert at Pusat Kebudayaan Penampang where Stacy will perform. Oh ya, it will be her birthday on that day.

If you are from KL and want me to send birthday present to Stacy, just drop me a message. I will arrange to pick up the presents - love from Stacy's fans from Semenanjung!

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Reaching the Sky

Yesterday, I spotted something that sparks my interest. It is something that I like. And yet I couldn't touch it or go near to it right now. Sigh...I need to wait a year or two for that. But I I can't help but feeling sad. What can I do now? Just quietly improve myself in every aspect. But by then, would I be qualify for it? I don't know. I wouldn't want to jump, to run, or even to walk slowly towards it. Just close my eyes and make about turn and walk away.  If it is proved that  it  is mine,  it will appear in front of my very eyes one day. Then I know  it  is time and opportunity for me reaching for the sky. 

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I am Me, Myself and I

Ok. I'm just in the mood being feminist. Hehehe...don't know la...It has been philosophy of my life to be an independent woman. I am not sure where I got it from or inherit from my parents? I think not. It is just me. As I said before, once I decided on something, I will turn my heel and walk out the door and leave everything behind.

So, I have updated my song lists. All of them are my favourites. Brutal katakan. Oh yes, as I said before I am true rocker at heart. So, I started my playlist with a slow number, at the back mmg high...then slow again. Takut korang terkezut, especially pagi-pagi Monday Blue pulak. Ha. Among the songs in my list:

Gloria Gaynor: I will Survive
The Troggs: Wild Things
Wild Cherry: Play That Funky Music
Gun n' Roses: Paradise City
Creed: My Sacrifice
U2: Elevation, Stay
The Verve: Bittersweet Symphony
Austin Power: Theme Song
Clint Eastwood OST Theme Song

Ha! It is just me. After 30 years of my life, I just come to accept my own colourful personalities. Each song actually represents my own personality at different time and space. Space?? Ya. At times, I need my personal space to think, reflect and bertakafur.

What I have been through has shaped me as a person I am now. No regrets. I guess...the time is nearing. So many memories fly through my thoughts. And I am kind of reaffirming myself. I am me, myself and I.

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Give a Little R.E.S.P.E.C.T!!!

Something happen recently that I almost blast my top.



I am a very patient person. If nothing touches my nerves I am as serene as the lake view portrayed in one of the Forrest Gump movie scenes. I may look strict but I can be very fun to be with if you know me longer.





Does this picture cooling your heart and mind? I am as peaceful as the picture portrayed if nothing triggers me.





What really gotten into my nerves was the word 'R.E.S.P.E.C.T'. I am very particular with these seven little alphabets because the spell of it carries a heavy substance reflecting a person's personality and attitude.



I do not care whether you are young or old you should respect everybody in accordance to a particular environment that you live in. My strong belief that even if you are younger than me but you are holding a position of a President, I will respect and support you as what you are. Even if you are just holding a junior position in a company, I will still respect you as an individual with a young mind. If you are on par with me, I will respect you as a colleague.



What I am trying to convey here is one should respect a person in a position of work. If you want to survive in any environment, be it your working place, among your circle of friends, at home with your family etc - no matter how friendly you can be, you should respect the other person's boundary.







What are my definition of 'respect'?



For me, 'Respect' means:

1) Always ask permission from the person if you meant to take something from him/her work

2) You do not bypass someone and not acknowledging him/her's present whether that person is young or old of age

3) You do not take credit from other people work

4) You do not back stab your supposed friends

5) You do not go 'back door' and talk bad about someone who supposedly your Superior. If you do this, you are actually playing dirty politics. Be a Politician if your intention is such.

6) You do not manipulate or trick other people mind



If other people noted that you are disrespecting your own convoy and continuing to play chameleon, sooner or later people will find out your intention and real characters.



You want someone to respect you? Earn it with dignity and integrity.



I am sharp in observation and I can read personality very well. So far my prediction of a situation and of a person's character, I am 90 percent accurate. I am leaving another 10 percent gap because I would not want to reveal further and respect the mind of that person.

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